Hakitaa

The smallest moments in Life hold the most joy.
They make the starkest Memories.
Those who lead fast-paced, "fun" lives, often die miserable and full of Regret.
Cherish Love and Friendship, do not allow words or paper or petty things to divide your heart and your loved ones.
We are Flawed; allow for misunderstandings and lower your Pride.
Apologies do not mend, but open up the door to mending; you only have to be Courageous enough to step through.
And when Life seems at its lowest, when you are most miserable, your Heart is open to the greatest Change.
If Adventure comes knocking, do not be afraid. He teaches lessons, but is often kind. Make sure to answer the Call.

Are we human because we gaze at the stars, or do we gaze at the stars because we are human? What would man think, if he knew the stars gazed back?



Philosophical musings. Ignore the ramblings of an ignorant, jaded mind.

Those who know me well know that one of my many questionable hobbies include collecting, cleaning, and preserving bones of all types (tho usually just local wildlife I find as roadkill or dead of natural causes). I currently am cleaning a gopher skull, mandible, femur, radius, and several vertebrae, all from the same animal. My latest deviation is a picture of the skull, named Montigue, and contains information about buying earrings made from the vertebrae.
Anyone interested in buying earrings made of the gopher's vertebrae, please either note me, or private message me or Catrina Miccicke on Facebook. More information can be found here www.facebook.com/#!/profile.ph… . Vertebrae are 100% safe, sanitized, and ok to handle with clean hands. Tentative pricing is 8$ for one earring (c'mon guys, you know you want one xD ) and 14$ for a pair. Necklaces negotiable with me. All pieces are made to order and sealant is optional but will cost an extra 1$. Money transactions can be arranged- please mention your method of payment in your note/message and I will message you back with the address to send the money to. Paypal transactions can also probably be arranged but will have to go through Catrina's Etsy shoppe Dreaming Cosmos www.etsy.com/people/CatrinaRen… . We currently have 22 vertebrae availible. Please go visit my Facebook and browse the photos of the vertebrae there and tell me if you have a preferance as to what type you want (thoracic, lumbar, or cervical). If you don't mention, we'll assume you don't care and pick randomly.

If you have any questions, please drop a comment.

Hey all, I'm alive~! (sorta. Allergies are killing me)

Anyway, the reason I am spamming everyones' inbox is because I require assistance: I have recently been frustrated at the lack of Khajiit male followers availible in The Elder Scrolls V: Skyrim, as well as mods put up on either Skyrim Nexus or Steam availible for download, SOOOO I decided to get the Skyrim creation kit and DO EET MAHSELF. The only problem is that I wanna add Argonian horns to a Khajiit, but I don't know how to do it. I THINK it has something to do with importing files, but problem is I googled for Argonian default files and my search was unsuccessful, and I don't know how to find them in my Skyrim folder. I know you CAN because I've subscribed to mods that allow you to do it in-game, so I'm sure there's a way. I've read and watched a BUNCH of tutorials, but there's nothing about this sort of thing (I guess it's considered to be heavier modding...), so I am imploring you for help! If you know how, have an inkling of how to know how, or know someone who KNOWS how, I would be forever grateful if you would share that information with me. In the meantime, MUST GO PLAY SKYRIM. I don't sleep anymore for playing that goddamn game xD

ps: I blame my caps locking on the Allegra.

The Onion Cupcakes OC Couples Quiz

First, pick a few of your couples. No more than five and no less than two (you can do more or less if you really want to but it might be really long or really short…).
Haimaru and Aremis
(I'm cheating and using non-OCs bcuz Toma does not have a semi-consistant significant other on dA yet xD) Marshall Lee and Prince Gumball from Adventure Time, the genderbended episode


Answer the following questions from the guy's perspective (or, in the case of same sex couples, the one who wears the pants in the relationship or whoever you want to go first…)

1. What exactly was it about this partner that he was attracted to?
(Hai and Areh don't have defined roles, but for the sake of moving things along, this shall be Hai) He was in my squad as the only non-elemental, but he was assigned to us because Areh was the best medic/scout in the academy at the time. Fate drew me to him, and it was that much better because it was a sin. Spitting in God's face was good even back then, but in time I grew to truly love him.
(Marshall) Idunno, we'd gone out for a while a LOOONG time ago, before Fionna was born/found/whatever. I thought he was cute and clueless xD


2. So, here's a scenario for you: some person is hitting relentlessly on your significant other? What do you do?
Sit back and watch the humiliation begin xD Either that or I might step in and scare the shit outta them just by my appearance or my aura (the little that all Angels cannot control leaking out)
Come up behind Gummie, wrap my hands around his waist, kiss his neck, and ask "Who's your friend?"

3. Where did they take their significant other to on their first date?  Details plz!
We never DID anything together expressively in Heaven because there, everything was hush-hush, even for me. Heaven was God's bucket of LEGOs. I ran away, he came to me (first as a scout who had known me well, sent to retrieve the Academy's crown puppet, then he told me he wanted to come with me, and that's when I realized I loved him). That night, on a beachhead in Naples with nothing but our ration packs, was our first night as true lovers.
It was a few nights after the Ball where Fi rejected him. Barney was depressed, so I offered to show him a good time. I kissed his cheek (I still remember that blush), and we flew to some of the places that he had never even seen because he was such a good little nerdy prince xD.

4. So, do you think of yourself as possessive?
Just pull down his collar and see for yourself. He doesn't like to heal them right off >3
Now that we ARE boyfriends, yes. Yes I am. But I like to be a troll, so I brag about it (like in that question before this)

5. Do you regret taking in your significant other?
"Taking in"? What do you mean? If ypu're talking about living arrangements, HE took ME in. All scouts/patrols stationed on Earth for any extended period are given a set budget and some sort of living arrangement. In his case we were lucky: his objective allowed (and still does) for quick and sudden movement from place to place.
We still live in seperate houses. But we're working on it, and anyway, if what we have planned succeeds, I'll join him in his castle.

6. Any angry Ex's we need to be aware of?
Not angry. No, dead. And no, there's NO ONE you need to be aware of.
Nope, Gumball and I were ex's for a decade or so, but now we're not xD

7. What physical traits do you find most attractive about your significant other?
His aura is pleasing and smooth, and his deep, purple eyes which in no way look like they belong on his body (even in the second life)
His innocent blush and, well, everything. He's sweet :3 (literally)

8. Are they hot?
To me he's perfect. I need no other opinion.
Gumball's more of the cute, adorable, innocently-sexy type. And I like it that way (unless we're talking about that time that he tied me up >D ).

9. Do you think YOU'RE hot?
Aremis finds my body very pleasing, so.... xD
Oh yeah, I'm the Vampire King, King of the Night! I'm mysterious and sexy and fun.

10. Have you met your significant other's family?  What was the outcome of that meeting if you have?
You enjoy dredging up the past and bringing back old wounds, don't you? They're dead. When you die, you lose all memory of your past life. Hopefully kind Angels give you a good name. He wouldn't remember them nor they he.
Naw, the Candy King and Queen died.... some time ago. Barnaby and I visit their graves sometimes.

Alright, now we're going to let the women answer some questions! (Or the one who's not um…wearing the pants in the relationship…)

11. So, having read the above questions, what do you think about the way you're significant other answered them?
Typical Haimaru. Honestly and truthfully evading questions xD
Well, I can't say I'm surprised with his answer to the 'Do YOU think you're hot?' question...

12. Okay, so some young, supple woman is hitting on your man.  What do you do?
Laugh at the dumbass bimbo about to get the rejection of her life. Angels are seperated by gender in Heaven, and the only way to interact with the opposite sex is to be assigned to a squad with one of that sex in it. The few females Hai has interacted with in his second life don't exactly bring back good memories.
This happend once- we were at the park and an attractive woman started flirting with him. He flirted back and I was starting to feel betrayed when he turned around and kissed me in front of her :3 I don't much doubt him anymore.

13. Where do you like your significant other to take you on dates?
We both enjoy going out at night and flying down to our hidden beach near Cancun (which only takes about 2 hours to get to by wing). Ever since the night I came after him, he's had a thing with beach sex
I like it when Marshall and I just take walks, or he takes me out to eat at some place I've never heard of outside th Candy Kingdom.

14. What is one thing you wish you could change about your significant other?
I wish..... I wish I had the skill to heal his eyes, and if I did, that he would let me help him heal his past.
He can be... arrogant and.. hurtful. He doesn't realize he's doing it most of the time. That's how we broke up the first time.

15. Disregarding the laws of physics, nature, and gravity… what would the children of you and your significant other be like?
If Hai's depression didn't carry over, they'd be more gifted than even he or I. There has never been a second-life child born beween an Elemental and... anyone. Elementals are sterilized for control. Heaven would surely seek to possess them...
Huh. Well, now that'd be ONE interesting kid. I do believe he'd look like Marshall but have shaggy, pink hair. He'd be a Candy person but would be a vampire and able to float... o.O""

16. As a follow up to the above question, do you want kids?
That is impossible. Aside from us both being male, Haimaru's semen is unable to locate or fertilize an egg in a woman's uterus. Even if it wer possible, we would not seek to be cruel and birthe children into this time of internal crisis.
No, we're good. I have lots of cousins that will be good at ruling the Candy Kingdom when I die. (Well I suppose I wouldn't even die- Marshall has promised to turn me when I ask him to.)

17. So…. Who is really in charge of the two of you ^_~
I cook, he does errands and scouts and pretty much everything else. It's a rather even split because I do my best to keep the superiors guessing.
I'm the mature one xD

18. So, have you or are you living together? If not, would you want to? If you are, are you happy?
Yes. It is out of necessity, but yes, we are happy.
No, but soon, hopefully, we'll be accepted by the Candy Court and he can stay in the castle for good :3

19. So, what do you like most about your significant other?
His personality. I'm still learning things about him. He once told me that when I'm laying next to him, his ghosts don't seem so real. From someone like him, that night was a huge step forward...
He's a really sweet guy underneath the punk-asshole charade xD

20. Vanilla or Chocolate?
I'm chocolate. He's mint. :3
Marshall loves anything sweet... *blush* I'm more of a salty person.

Alright, so now you get to answer some questions together! This should be fun…

21. Alright… what movies do you enjoy watching together and why?
We like thrillers and action movies. Anything like 'Angels and Demons' makes us laugh xD
Well Marshall likes horror movies, but I like romance and adventure

22. So…what would be your nightmare date? ^^
It's happened before: We've been found by a patrol from either side, or I come home to Areh with less than half of my blood xD (Fortunately, we've never been walked in-on. Yet.)
*both* If Fionna came along. >.<"

23. Okay, as a follow up to the question above, what would be your dream date?
A normal day, without any enemies and eternal struggles to worry about.
A romantic night out and then maybe some hot sex in the Ice Queen's lair; with her not around of course (Gumball: "MARSHALL!")

24. AWKWARD QUESTION TIME~! <3 How is your love life? (No graphic details plz…)
*glance at each other* ....Active.
Fine, I think... I'm still kind of new to it, but Marshall's always teaching me

25. So, what are your plans for the future?
Try to survive.
:blletpink: Be accepted by the Candy Court :3

26. MOAR AWKWARD QUESTIONS~! <3 What lies have you told your significant other?
There is very little we do not know about each other. Many near-death encounters on both of our parts have rectified that, and it is nice to love someone who knows you inside out.
No significant lies. There's been anger, but we both have lied to ourselves too long to be able to lie to the other.

27. Do y'all go on group dates?
(They exist in seperate fantasy universes, so no xD)

28. So, dates aside, what is your favorite thing to do together?
(Haimaru: "Does sex count as "dates"?") We like to spend days in the wilderness, away from the concrete prison that the city has come to be for us.
Make music~ I'll be rockin' my Axe Bass and Gummie will start harmonizing on his piano

29. Okay, second to last question.  You're almost done!!!!   Are you and your significant other polar opposites, or do you 'click'?
We have been through so much together as aquaintances, friends, and lovers, that we've melded almost completely together...
*sidelong glances* We're total opposites xD

30. DANANANAAAAAA~! © Nintendo The last question! Alright, we're wrapping things up! AND THE FINAL QUESTION IS: Who are you tagging to do this quiz? (…we totally did not run out of ideas or anything like that…)
(No one, because none of my friends have enough OCs to do it, methinks xD Brandi, if you wanna, knock yourself out)

You know when you finish a really good book, or watch a really good movie, when it's over you're sort of imbued with this weird, jumpy energy? No? Huh, I guess the therapist was right... xD
But all joking aside, these past two and a half weeks I've been SO antsy. I've been recovering from an appendectomy in January and am just now starting to regain my complete footing, and I've found that I have this nervous ENERGY that just makes me wanna jump up and DO something! Like, punch someone, sprint somewhere, go on an ADVENTURE. I want to DO something with my life, create my destiny, and UGH it keeps me up, but it's not all bad. So many conflicting emotions, weird impulses, and my muse has changed! Recently I've been obsessed with Adam Lambert's awesome tenor voice and his fast, sensual songs. WHICH IS SO WEIRD BECAUSE HE'S NOT SCREAMO/HEAVY ROCK D: I'm hoping the rest of the school year goes fast so summer can get here and I can DO shit xD And oh gods, even now I feel twitchy and flinchy, like a ninja with social anxiety and paranoia. I need someone just as hyper as me so I can expend energy with a friend! There should be more concrete around here so I can do parkour.